Reality
by Sandy Michaud
I recently had my intake analysis with the fabulous Kellie
Stasiak. She was welcoming, down
to earth and easy to talk to. This
is a wonderful thing when you receiving an analysis of your past, and present
state of being.
Prior to my appointment I had the opportunity to fill out an
information booklet. Here is a
hint, the more honestly you answer the questions, the better off you will
be. The trick is to be honest with
yourself,
only then will you be able to set your goals, and ultimately face the truth
about what you need to do to achieve them.
After answering questions and talking about goals, there
were a series of tests, from blood pressure, BMI and flexibility to cardio
testing. My outcome? Well, the
facts are that my flexibility is horrible, I’m dehydrated, oh, and I am on the
borderline of OBESITY! Imagine
that, couch surfing with minimal exercise for eight years will certainly take
its toll on my health, well being, and the size of my jeans. I knew that I had put on a lot of
weight, as the scale revealed to me the few times I actually dared to step
on. My clothes gave me a heads up
too, as they seemed to pinch and squeeze in all the wrong places. Funny thing is, when I looked in the
mirror, I couldn’t really see how bad it had gotten. When I see myself every single day, it’s difficult to notice
the changes, especially when I’m in denial.
“Mirror, Mirror on the wall, who’s the fairest one of all?”
“You may be fair and true of heart, but your butt is as big
as a shopping cart.”
Stupid Mirror!
The battle of the bulge begins, however now that I have my
BMI and measurements, the tasks for reaching my goal, don’t seem quite as
daunting. You see, I have a
limiting belief about my weight (the number on the scale). This limiting belief is one that I have
built up over years and years of trying new things. My weight seemed to always be fluctuating, yet even at my
leanest, when I was working the hardest, I could never get below 162 (I believe
that was a mental block too). Maintaining my weight in the 160’s seemed
impossible. I had to be so strict just to get down
to that point, and life had sort of lost its flavor and fun because I couldn’t
relax.
My reality is that I have always been on a constant merry go
round of lifestyle, emotional and exercise inconsistencies.
I will admit that it sure was easier when children weren’t
involved, when I could be more possessive of my time. I could prepare my own
foods and not concern myself about what anyone else was going to eat. I didn’t have to worry about three schedules, on top of my
own, trying to fit in work here and there, AND trying to find some time for
myself to just decompress, not to mention the time to get a workout in! Now those were the good ol’ days! Although even then, when my workouts
WERE consistent, my eating was always an issue.
“My name is Sandy, and I am an Emotional Eater.”
So I’m dealing with two main components, getting my workouts
in, and changing my eating lifestyle habits. The challenge is on.
To combat the workout challenge, I have a very good friend
who is my accountability partner.
She and I have devised a plan to actually pay ourselves to get our
workouts in. It’s truly a
brilliant idea, if you think about it.
For every workout, we drop $2 into our personal workout fund. At the end of 12 weeks, we will take
ourselves out on a little shopping spree.
If we miss a workout, we will have to pay our accountability partner a $5
penalty. Sounds harsh? Perhaps, but we are serious about
making change.
Our next goal is to meet with a personal trainer every three
to four weeks. That way the
trainer can change up our routine and keep us challenged.
I know for myself that I need to get an eating plan into
place. What has worked for me in the
past is to know ahead of time what my meals will be, with meals that are pre-made
and ready to go. My lifestyle has
an element of spontaneity to it, which I love, so being fully prepared is Key.
In wrapping up, my goals for this week is to get at least
three workouts in at the gym, come up with an eating plan and put that into
action, as well as setting up an appointment with the personal trainer. I’ll let you know how it goes.
If YOU need to make some changes, I’d highly recommend
meeting with a trainer, and getting tested so you know your numbers. It’s important to know where you are
starting from, so you will be able to easily chart your progress.
Life is a journey, Embrace it!
As always I hope to see you at the Works! Thank you for reading.